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garrry < gaz@batyman.gturn.com gaz@batyman.gturn.com >
USA - Monday, September 30, 2002 at 14:03:59 (CDT)

Where once I had a heart, the X-ray shows a lotus flower, tight budded with just one external leaf uncurling. Where has my heart gone that in its place there grows a pure white lotus and still I feel alive? More alive than when I had a heart that pumped my blood. And now around my limbs there flows a love of unconditioned call. Each fresh account of unselfish deed unfurls a whiter leaf where once red passion was the scene and more alive I feel each time. How to live on and on with no fading of one's self, e'en though immortal body may consume itself with age. The truth immortal and wise, my lotus heart beats with a drum of love and not a pulse of earthly paradise.
www.keithlawson.org.uk Keith Lawson < lawson1950@hotmail.com lawson1950@hotmail.com >
Poole, Dorset UK - Monday, September 30, 2002 at 07:55:26 (CDT)

Some inspirational words, for the light of a new day, despite the hardships of work and working... http://www.dms100.org/worksucks
ILuvUAll4VR
USA - Sunday, September 29, 2002 at 15:36:49 (CDT)

I really want to find a peace in myself.I pray and hope I will find it.
Ragne Kask < karma.hotel@mail.ee karma.hotel@mail.ee >
Viljandi mk., Abja v,Kase talu Estonia - Sunday, September 29, 2002 at 07:15:09 (CDT)

prayers for my love, the pilots and his surgeons, and may all beings be free of suffering........namaste
Dharmacat
USA - Saturday, September 28, 2002 at 16:54:15 (CDT)

May we all stop hurting each other and may we all stop hurting ourselves. We are all in the same boat here, we all go through pain and we have no idea of what will happen next. We all have different story lines, but we all have the same emotions, different ways of showing them and dealing with them but they are still the same. "Simply trust let the leaves flutter to the ground just like that"
Charlotte Noonan < charlotte@vom.com charlotte@vom.com >
USA - Friday, September 27, 2002 at 23:40:41 (CDT)

please help help help me.............. with many many many prayers for resolution the my problems with MONEY...... i have 57 years don't have JOB BECAUSE I HAVE " MANY " YEARS......... this is ...... tank you from giuseppe borracci via Mameli 15 33100 UDINE .. ITALY ...
GIUSEPPE BORRACCI < wudy@email.it wudy@email.it >
UDINE -- ITALY, italy italy - Friday, September 27, 2002 at 13:20:33 (CDT)

I pray for forgivness from God,and the man that I love and have hurt so deeply,and from myself as well. A chance to have a life again with each other.
GL < gaylynnegarven@hotmail.com gaylynnegarven@hotmail.com >
NF, On Canada - Friday, September 27, 2002 at 12:38:15 (CDT)

I pray to find peace and enlightenment, that my pain will cease and I can go on with my life and help others, and to help my spouse who is also in pain because I do not understand.
Lisa < Kheroo2@lycos.com Kheroo2@lycos.com >
Philadelphia, Pa USA - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 23:58:06 (CDT)

Hello and blessings to all. this is my first time visiting this prayer site. after reading many postings of different comments and remarks i have come to the conclusion that balance does exsist. from thanks and praise to what ever power we believe in to hatered of those power's for handing us certain hardships. both oposites if you define them that way. you cant have one with out the other, in other words both depend on each other to exsist, making them one. i pray what ever hardships beings may incounter, that i take them apon myself, relieving my fellow beings of misery. may the clear light of wisdom fill their hearts and may they have full realization of their innerbeing.
karl < bigwall@msn.com bigwall@msn.com >
dayton, ohio USA - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 21:41:00 (CDT)

there is no such thing as right or wrong if the world is in a perfict median
Sir Aaron of Culver < Odin626@hotmail.com Odin626@hotmail.com >
Culver City, Ca USA - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 20:40:18 (CDT)

let all human beings have high thought
bibhushan < bforu105@hotmail.com bforu105@hotmail.com >
kathmandu, nepal - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 10:12:52 (CDT)

I pray that we search in our hearts for the three jewels -- compassion, patience and simplicity -- and that we find them! Bright Blessings!
Julia
HI USA - Thursday, September 26, 2002 at 02:56:32 (CDT)

May All Beings Obtain Enlightenment!
psyklo < rex_jenkins@hotmail.com rex_jenkins@hotmail.com >
Avon, CO USA - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 15:44:11 (CDT)

i pray... no, hope that everyone would have some insight on whats going on over seas. i hope that people would realize that religion only takes away from reality when we need to be in it the most. dont get me wrong. i am a catholic myself and we all know that catholicism is very virtual and fake, but i like to stay in reality and ponder the things that we are doing with out american troops.
doryu < cmusso@pacbell.net cmusso@pacbell.net >
sacramento, CA USA - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 12:33:54 (CDT)

to know the one is to know the ten-thousand, to know the ten-thousand is to know the one - miyamoto musashi -
doryu < cmusso@pacbell.net cmusso@pacbell.net >
sacramento, CA USA - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 12:28:55 (CDT)

I pray for strength not to give up on my quest to cleanse my soul.
giorgib < gbaino51@maine.edu gbaino51@maine.edu >
USA - Wednesday, September 25, 2002 at 00:12:39 (CDT)

Non-action, the path of letting go and allowing the process to move alone its natural path. The path of compassion and balance leads to connection. May we all be at peace and centered in the TAO. Blessings All!!!! Mark
Mark < mandersontao@yahoo.com mandersontao@yahoo.com >
toledo, oh USA - Tuesday, September 24, 2002 at 06:35:21 (CDT)

OH Dear Buddha Buddha We thank you for all the blessings of those living and those past deceased. Greet our days and lives with the knowledge that only you posess, and give us the stregth to be who we are in the eyes of the divine.
Sarah < artist_4ever@yahoo.com artist_4ever@yahoo.com >
Logan, Ut USA - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 22:15:38 (CDT)

I pray that you will turn off caps locks! That is hilarious :-)
Vindan
USA - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 10:22:45 (CDT)

please pray that whitey and nadine be brought together in betrothal of marriage by the end of 2002 ce.
nadine < only1emmapeel@aol.com only1emmapeel@aol.com >
USA - Monday, September 23, 2002 at 08:33:37 (CDT)

THANK YOU KRISTEN!!! CUDENT AGREE MOR. NEEDED THE LAFF TWO.
lisa
USA - Tuesday, July 23, 2002 at 00:39:01 (CDT)

http://www.geocities.com/betvote Please Help me to promote these site ;p

BetVote
USA - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 15:34:45 (CDT)

I pray that you turn Caps lock off and start using some spell check software.
http://www.asstr.org/~Kristen/16/blksisn.txt Kristen < Kristen@ironicemailaddress.com Kristen@ironicemailaddress.com >
Manilla, CA USA - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 12:38:27 (CDT)

I PRAY. THAT. ALL OF YOU ...UNWIND... COME OUT OF THE ROOM WITH NO DOOR..SEE WITHOUT FILTERS... KNOW WITHOUT LOGIC...FEEL WITHOUT PARAMETERS.. TRAVEL WITHOUT GOING IN CIRCLES. ACHEIVE THE ULTIMATE ACHIEVEMENT. HAVE A LAUGH. I AM A PRODUCT OF SELF INVENTION. I AM BECAUSE I AM A MAGUS OF THE CELESTIAL PEARL. MY SHINING PALACE HAS ROOMS UPOUN ROOMS. I ROAM AMONGST THEM, INVENTING LOSING MY WAY TODAY OR WITH THE CREATION OF A VAST VERANDAH, OVERLOOKING A MOONRISE OVER CLOUD SPUN MOUNTAIN PEAKS. I CREATE MOMENTS OF ETERNITY. STILL PLACES AROUND WHICH THE INESTIMABLE NO NAME LAUGHS WITH JOY. PEACE TO YOU ALL SUBLIME THOUGHTLESS MINDFULNESS CARESS YOU WITH ITS POWER
Luscious Wilhelmina (Boy) < silky phoenix@deepshadow.com silky phoenix@deepshadow.com >
Universal City, Biggest State Our Country is of That - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 10:49:21 (CDT)

HI I AM BACK ASCERBIC AND VIOLENT. FREE SPIRITED ENOUGH TO BE DANGEROUS, PROJECTING SUBJECTIVE NEURONAL LOOPS AT MYSELF AND CHRISTIANS ....PARTICULARLY BIG CITY NEUROTICS. I SEE PEOPLE WITH UGLY LIVES WHO LIVE IN UGLY HOMES AND TOWNS AND STREETS THEY DO NOT HAVE UGLY NATURES YET THEY CREATE UGLINESS PLEASE DO SOMETHING ABOUT ALL THIS UGLINESS IT IS SO COMMONPLACE THAT UGLINESS HAS BECOME THE NORM AND IS NOT SEEN AS SQUALID, DARK, SAD, FAILURE,HOPELESS... TURN UGLY STREETS AND UGLY HOMES INTO REAL BEAUTY CREATE BEAUTY YOU POOR SCREAMING BASTARDS I AM AN AZURE WARRIOR OF THE FOURTH INCREMENT RESIDING IN SUBJECTIVE UNIVERSE 6 MULTIVERSE 3 UNDER THE DIRECTION OF DEMON MONTY OF THE TWIN INNUENDO'S PAX UBER ALLES
PSUEDONYM < cliff of the uplifting winds@serenerush.com cliff of the uplifting winds@serenerush.com >
Tiny Villa On THe Moon, Maligned Nebraska - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 10:27:09 (CDT)

HI TREVOR IN AUSTRALIA GOOD TO SEE SOMEONE WITH AN OPEN MIND LEAVE THE CHRISTIANS IN THEIR SELF MADE DARKNESS THEY SEE TRUE LIGHT AS THE DEVIL OR SOMETHING DONT BUY INTO THEIR COMPUSIVE SELF HATRED AND KICK THEIR DUMB BUTTS I DONT ANYMORE THERE IS NOTHING TO SAY TO ANYONE ELSE PEACE TO YOU PEACE TO ME PEACE TO US AND WELCOME TO ETERNITY
MILLICENT < palace of the 4 toucans@radiantheart.com palace of the 4 toucans@radiantheart.com >
cloud steam, high OLD WEST WALES - Monday, July 22, 2002 at 10:10:46 (CDT)

i pray that i can become less self centered. i pray for my soul sister in australia and her partner that all will be right with them.
nancy,the ole hippie < carrienl@hotmail.com carrienl@hotmail.com >
paulina, louisiana USA - Sunday, July 21, 2002 at 19:22:48 (CDT)

I pray every day that the lord can change the mind of a loved one to stop and see me for the real me. If the lord can hear me please let the love that we once shared reunite.I love her lord and for our family sakes I cant lose her.
gabe < goku346@msn.com goku346@msn.com >
kuna, id USA - Sunday, July 21, 2002 at 15:47:31 (CDT)

please pray that I recover and sing againXXXXOOOO
Wendy
USA - Sunday, July 21, 2002 at 13:48:16 (CDT)

May the Tao find you all in good health and flowing freely throughout each of your days
Tyler
Southwick, MA USA - Sunday, July 21, 2002 at 13:17:41 (CDT)

I call upon the compassion in all your hearts to help heal my family in this time of great suffering. I am not yet able to see the blessings to come from this misery, but continue to meditate so that when distressing thought occur, I can simply notice them and acknowledge them without being overtaken by them. Please send loving kindness to me and my family. I know that together we can change my world. Blessings, Michael.
Michael < jamie0916@hotmail.com jamie0916@hotmail.com >
Springfield, MA USA - Sunday, July 21, 2002 at 00:04:33 (CDT)

I just want to pray that one day there will be world peace. From that we will teach one another about the coming back of Christ, that we will all seek Him before He comes back, and that we will all know Him when he comes back
Aaron Laughman < Metalica1holic@aol.com Metalica1holic@aol.com >
Rochester Hills, Michigan USA - Saturday, July 20, 2002 at 23:03:05 (CDT)

Lord I just want to pray for three little girls that I saved on August 8 2000, that in there hearts they will follow everything you want for them and that you will give them the best life you have to offer to them Amen
Aaron Laughman < Metalica1holic@aol.com Metalica1holic@aol.com >
Rochester Hills, MI USA - Saturday, July 20, 2002 at 22:36:06 (CDT)

DUKKHA, SUMUDAYA, NIRODHA, MAGGA... allow myself and others to be so strong.
Justin < Justinjpinette@min.midco.net Justinjpinette@min.midco.net >
Minot, ND USA - Friday, July 19, 2002 at 18:35:18 (CDT)

To all: The only thing that never changes is that life will always change. All we can do is take it as it comes and know that we handled it only as we could.
Grace < grace_thomas1979@yahoo.com grace_thomas1979@yahoo.com >
Houston, TX USA - Friday, July 19, 2002 at 09:54:56 (CDT)

Loged onto this site and read messages from around the globe. Instantly my heart and mind grew to encompass all beings with metta. May you all be blessed with the highest blessings-the Mangala Blessings and may all the Buddhas past,present and future bless you all with health,happiness,prosperity,peace and Wisdom.
isabell < isabellh@iprimus.com.au isabellh@iprimus.com.au >
melbourne, vic australia - Friday, July 19, 2002 at 06:00:12 (CDT)

i am somewhat new to this site-so-i just spent the last hour going back to january 1,reading all the entries to this "prayerbook".what a long strange trip it's been-so much pain and hate out there-and yet gladly i see love concern and hope right behind. may the latter always outweigh the first. to carol from tinley par il. tues jan 29-how is your cat keech? and dear dara- so much love and care send out to others at this site all through the year. may it return to you tenfold-instant karma gonna get ya.happy to be a part of this -hi to diana.
lisa
USA - Friday, July 19, 2002 at 02:08:52 (CDT)

hi
i sunil < thorawade@rediffmail.com thorawade@rediffmail.com >
mumbai, mh india - Friday, July 19, 2002 at 01:48:01 (CDT)

The only constant is change. A hill becomes a mountain and the mountain wears away into something else. Allow balanced change within the self and be carried by the changing river of Tao.
Bryan
USA - Thursday, July 18, 2002 at 23:47:35 (CDT)

to add to trevor's list (see below) remove guilt of relationships of the past to stop need for prayer for future. be happy in now moment
angus < write_to_angus@hotmail.com write_to_angus@hotmail.com >
USA - Thursday, July 18, 2002 at 21:23:08 (CDT)

There is ONE jewel and it IS you, and IS IN you.
trevor
Australia - Wednesday, July 17, 2002 at 21:38:29 (CDT)

tiratam anutaram punna khetam,etena sacca vacena,hontu sabbe satta bhavantu sukhi tata!3 jewels are the uncomparable field of merits, by this TRUTH, may all beings be ever blissful!(Pls pray/make positive wishes & make effort to make peace with all beings, all colors, all nationalities & our very own dear Mommy Earth!
http://expage.com/holypeace sampuna < sampuna@hotmail.com sampuna@hotmail.com >
Malaysia - Wednesday, July 17, 2002 at 20:50:12 (CDT)

"You ARE all capable - you don't need to pray and you don't need an external saviour or a fantasy-deity. Just sit and think and fix yourselves. "If you stop being greedy for benefits & rewards and become happy with what you've got and with the situation you are in, there is no need for improvement- just be happy as you are and mind your own business. Forget patriotism, culture, history, religion, fads&fashion, newspapers&junkTV, heirarchy, decoration, education, careers, therapy & spychiatry (the worst one?!),antibiotics, tap-water, sugar, fluoro lights, airconditioning, automatic labour-saving devices, junky-New-Agey remedies, self-help seminars, anniversaries and artificiality will not come to you (Please add to this list!!). "Artificiality breeds disorder and desire and crookedness - but just laugh at it all and you will see there is no need for anything but essentials. Laugh and become immune to this world.
trevor < bluebeardz@hotmail.com bluebeardz@hotmail.com >
Australia - Wednesday, July 17, 2002 at 19:06:41 (CDT)

'To put an end to evil; to fulfill all good; to purify the mind. This is the advice of all the Buddhas.'(Dhammapada, 183).
Sandra < magenta_flame@hotmail.com magenta_flame@hotmail.com >
Houston, TX USA - Wednesday, July 17, 2002 at 12:36:23 (CDT)

THANK YOU GOD FOR THE HOPE AND GUIDANCE THAT YOUR SON JESUS CRIST HAS GIVEN ME NOW AND FOREVER, AMEN.
JOSEPH MAUCERI < JMAUCERI@SUMMIT.COM JMAUCERI@SUMMIT.COM >
UNION CITY, NY USA - Wednesday, July 17, 2002 at 10:56:10 (CDT)

I am so happy to see that this site is helping people. I hope that this will stop some people from ranting about what they think this Prayerbook should be.
http://www.islamicfinder.org/guestbook.php?lang= Darkmoon < Happy People @ Concerned Singles Happy People @ Concerned Singles >
Renton, WA USA - Wednesday, July 17, 2002 at 09:18:02 (CDT)

P.S.-Remember to be gentle and patient with yourself, and when you stumble forgive yourself, come right back to the present, and keep on keeping on...one little step at a time. Like Lisa said, you go, girl!!!
dara again
USA - Tuesday, July 16, 2002 at 22:57:00 (CDT)

More power to you, Diana! You can do it. One thing that helped me get up and going was to find 10 things to be grateful for, and even at rock bottom, it turned out to be a lot more than 10, when I really stopped to look. It really changed my focus. And down thru the years, life has become a joy-even tho' there will always be struggles and there will always be pain here and there. Those can never be done away with completely, although we can learn to avoid a lot of needless suffering through the choices we make. The difference is in how we see things...the more good we look for, the more we find-it really does work that way...all good things to you, dear lady-may your life become a treasure hunt. Blessed be.
dara
USA - Tuesday, July 16, 2002 at 22:45:57 (CDT)

diana-you just made my day! you go girl.
lisa
USA - Tuesday, July 16, 2002 at 21:24:15 (CDT)

Thank you everyone for your support and posts. I feel like your prayers really helped me. I potentially found an apartment!!! I can move away from here! I hope to good God that I can do this and don't get overwhelmed like I did last time. Please God stay with me and give me the resolve I need. I am scared as all get out but very excited too. Maybe I can have a new start of it all. Thanks so much everyone for caring enough to take time to reach out to me, it means so much. To answer a few questions, I am in therapy and have a psychiatrist etc., as for intervention with my little cousin with her father I don't have enough evidence to prove that he is abusive with her I have to wait it out and observe. Unfortunately I will be seeing very very little of her now and will miss her more than anything I've ever loved in this world. I just hope that God stays at her side and keeps her beautiful. Her parents are greedy, dispicable people. But they stay...."two smart parents make one stupid kid and two stupid parents make one smart kid" I just read gratefuldennis's post today 7/16. I will be looking out for those angels I hope I'm too late. I will be back thank you beautiful helpers.
Diana
NYC, USA - Tuesday, July 16, 2002 at 11:27:19 (CDT)

if it was this, that would be that, if this would be that, then that would be this, and this would then be, so what would that be? and what would this be? where does the answer lie? I really don`t care.I just love you all,and continue to pray for world peace,stand strong united in all faiths,prayer and meditation, keep on going,we are spirits in the material world, so everybody listen to spread peace to each and everyone, positive words flow,watch this, where does the answer lie, and some just get by,there must be another way....we are spirits in the material world.celebration of life and loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee.........forever.......................... 'spreading peace to everyone'...........
me < ma ma >
here, ca USA - Tuesday, July 16, 2002 at 00:39:03 (CDT)

To NebO - looking for dao??? Your BEST LINK is 'yourself with yourself' and you'll see you ARE there after all,, Your BEST WEB SITE : look in your garden, not on the computer:: see the spider??? your dao is there - Yes?
trevor < bluebeardz@hotmail.com bluebeardz@hotmail.com >
Adelaide, Australia - Monday, July 15, 2002 at 21:16:42 (CDT)

May all beings be free from greed, hatred & delusion, may all beings find release from all mental and physical suffering, may all people learn to live harmoniously through their sacred traditions. May the Holy Powers we hold dear to always teach and guide us!
http://expage.com/holypeace sampuna < sampuna@hotmail.com sampuna@hotmail.com >
Malaysia - Monday, July 15, 2002 at 19:43:40 (CDT)

Hello everyone, I am very interested in daoism, and I'm looking for links and websites or people that can help me progress through the levels. I will continute searching on my own but hopefully I will be able to connect with others that can help.
neb0 < neb0matic@devoid.com neb0matic@devoid.com >
USA - Monday, July 15, 2002 at 13:59:53 (CDT)

Bless all free spirits who seek to meet others with an open heart and compassion; may we free ourselves from holding onto contempt and the need to judge others or ourselves-may we be freed from a need to feel superiority over others in order to think we feel good about ourselves, when actually, it's just another mask to hide behind...been there, done that-still doing my best to move away from it myself...may all beings be blessed with exactly what is needed at this moment...
a traveler
USA - Saturday, July 13, 2002 at 22:53:37 (CDT)

hi right back to you larry. your entry did not sound very buddhist-? anyway glad you chose to join us again- i try to learn from anyone and everthing i can. diana- what's up with you-still in my thoughts.
lisa
USA - Saturday, July 13, 2002 at 15:55:37 (CDT)

BUT LARRY WHERE WOULD WE BE WITHOUT YOU OPINION1111111111111
DA < UH UH >
XZ, Y USA - Saturday, July 13, 2002 at 00:44:23 (CDT)

i used to write on this board as i am a taoist-buddhist-Kelt until it became so full of neurotic hypocritical Christian fundamentalists and the run of the mill average American psychotics, the stereotypes full of self loathing and anger and MUNDANE i see there are the few empowered souls dropping in SO HI ALL YOU FREE SPIRITS OUT THERE
larry
paradise, oztrayla - Saturday, July 13, 2002 at 00:16:04 (CDT)

be your own saviour and liberate yourselves from your own problems through your own efforts without any reliance on outside saviours, religions or other peoples' ideas or input of any kind - yes.
trevor < bluebeardz@hotmail bluebeardz@hotmail >
Australia - Friday, July 12, 2002 at 01:31:02 (CDT)

PLEASE PRAY FOR MY SISTER THERESA THAT SHE MAY BE TOTALLY HEALED FROM THE LUMP IN HER BREAST AND ALL THE PROBLESM ASSOCIATED WITH THE LUMP.
C.P
WAIMANALO, HI USA - Friday, July 12, 2002 at 00:52:41 (CDT)

God, hear our prayers and answer them diligently, compassionately. We are in anguish here. Be near, my Lord, be near.
angilette
Concord, nc USA - Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 20:04:04 (CDT)

Divine Creator, Thank you for the many past blessings. Please, help us!!! Please, God, no more of these tears, this pain, this confusion. Who can free us save You? What do you want us to do? What more can we do? Send us help, my Lord, all of us. Shalom
angilette < watrfals@blackplanet.com watrfals@blackplanet.com >
Concord, NC USA - Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 19:54:31 (CDT)

Follow no one but your self for the good of all
http://www.geocities.com/Athens/8107/ Giri < mailto:giri7@rediffmail.com mailto:giri7@rediffmail.com >
Athens, GA USA - Thursday, July 11, 2002 at 02:03:15 (CDT)

Hi Diana, Once when many unpleasant events were happening in my life I ask my spiritual advisor, my friend, why all these things were happening. He said, �Because you are one of Gods favorites.� I replied, �Oh yea? What do I have to do to piss Him off? I don�t want to be His favorite.� If you think about it people that get everything they want, all their desires realized, in this material world on the form side of life, have no reason to seek truth on the spiritual path. It is only through Gods love for us that there are obstacles blocking us from a path that appears to contain freedom but is an illusion. While we stumble and crawl around looking for the way to enter that world we have a chance to find the magical spiritual door to the world of light and service. Most of us find it by accident while seeking some other kind of relief from our suffering. I would like for you to do something if you would like. I want you to think as often as you can about �Angels,� for one week. Look for symbols of Angels everywhere, on TV, store windows, clouds, newspapers, birds and butterflies; anywhere something reminds you of an Angel. You don�t have to believe in them or anything, just think about them. Okay? You will have an Angel experience. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
gratefuldennis
Germany - Wednesday, July 10, 2002 at 14:56:13 (CDT)

i pray that thw creator almighty can help we find peace and resolve the conflict in my life due to bad judgements thank you for you prayers and faithful hope
joseph amuceri < jmauceri@hotmail.com jmauceri@hotmail.com >
unioncity, nj USA - Wednesday, July 10, 2002 at 13:30:43 (CDT)

I have a 5 yr old son who lives with father. My son's daycare provider is my ex-husbands parents and they are trying to turn my son against me. My attorney tells me that Brandon's (my son) father stays right on the line but never goes over. He has kept me from seeing him on my visitation, has told him lies and I have our son going to a Child Pyschologist. She says that Brandon is having problems, but because Brandon will not tell her anything, there is not a whole lot she can do. What I am asking for is that you pray to God that my attorney can find a way to win this in court, that Brandon opens up to his doctor, and that the ex-husband starts making lots of mistakes. To give a little background Brandon was once a very secure little boy who was happy, content and I was the only one he ever wanted to take care of him. Now he doesn't understand why he is with his dad, but between his dad and his parents they have convinced Brandon that I am a worthless mom. I am a christian they are not. Brandon never wants me to take him home, begs me to take him home with me on my visitation days and his dad never gives me more time with him than what the judge stated in his letter of decision. Brandon is now angry, insecure, non-trusting and confused. I feel that I have messed up his life and I have been praying continuously for him to come home. I am now married to a wonderful christian man, we have custody of his two teenage girls and with the exception of not having my son, I wouldn't have it anyother way. His dad did not put him in pre-school and Brandon starts kindergarten this year. His dad is putting him in a public school where there will be 30-35 kids in the classroom and he only knows one little boy in his class. If I could get custody, I will put him in the school where we attend church and his Sunday School Teacher will also be his teacher at school and he already knows the kids in his class and there he would get one-on-one attention from his teacher since there are not more than 15 kids in the classroom. I think 15 might be stretching it a little. :) Please pray for my son to be able to come home to us. He needs all the prayers he can get. His fathers family is not a good positive family and they have some problems of their own that they can not seem to face up to. Your prayers are greatly appreciated. Thank you. :)
LaDonna < ladonna_37_hatcliff@yahoo.com ladonna_37_hatcliff@yahoo.com >
Leavenworth, KS USA - Wednesday, July 10, 2002 at 12:59:08 (CDT)

I give thanks to all the people who have me through the hard times of life at the moment
Christopher Pritchard < pritcharduk2002@yahoo.com pritcharduk2002@yahoo.com >
England - Wednesday, July 10, 2002 at 04:19:58 (CDT)

diana- so happy to hear from you. others have already offered thoughts and advice-much better than any i could have-please listen,please try. there is good everywhere in everything we just have to learn how to find it.don't shut off from the world-for what it's worth there's a few of us out here listening.
lisa
USA - Wednesday, July 10, 2002 at 00:54:30 (CDT)

Dear Diana, may u b well & happy! Remember that things may seem awful now. In reality, we're actually reaping the results of the past kamma. Don't let this pain hinder you from giving urself the love and compassion u need so much. Give others love too. One or many people may spoil & bring pain to ur life , but do remember that many people around you still love you. i believe many of us who read ur prayer will pray & send possitive vibes to u on the instant, i for one send possitive vibes to u! May all holy powers that u hold dear give u strength to live life to the fullest. May THEY come to u in the right time to give u solace & blessings!
http://expage.com/karaniyametta sampuna
Malaysia - Tuesday, July 09, 2002 at 21:24:16 (CDT)

Diana,have you ever thought of taking a positive action about the situation you are in? There are positive social services available that can assist you with the abusive life you and your niece appear to be living in. just look for an outcome that will better her and your life. stop and think before you react to others negative reactions,take control of your life in a positve peaceful way. your attempt at reacting is a start,but not by trying to go down the highway the wrong way. Your niece needs you and you can probably get assistence intervention and counseling in dealing with the stress in your life. you are not alone in this. Just don`t look back negativly,look forward here and now as to how you can start a pro-active change...Love yourself,we can not always change the circumstances around us but we can change our reaction to them in a healthy positive way, please open your heart and mind to a higher conscience of living,it is your choice, your outcry to overcome these hardships is in my prayers and meditation for you.I pray that you move forward with compassion and the desire to make a new start.sincerely........
to dianna < universal universal >
any, us USA - Tuesday, July 09, 2002 at 04:26:56 (CDT)

Have a thought for all the gays out there. their asses hurt and need them to heal quickily for the next orgy coz gays like tight asses. also have a thought for the ugly people (becky byrns etc.). ANd make sure that all the fit bitches stay fit! amen.
fanny hater < fanny@hotmail.com fanny@hotmail.com >
gaysville, cl USA - Tuesday, July 09, 2002 at 03:22:24 (CDT)

Thank you for caring Lisa. Tonight I thought I driving my car into a car accident but I didn't want to hurt anyone else. Instead I drove backwards on the highway going about 50 and eventually got pulled over and nothing but a ticket. Now I wasn't intentionally trying to kill myself by doing that but I do think it was subconscious. The officer told me that with all the tractor trailers coming donw the highway that he could have had a call to come clean up my body and I just started profusely crying as he was yelling at me like a child. Tonight was one of the worst nights of many. I really don't know how I am haning on. Maybe I like the abuse that's why I stay alive. My life from the minute I was born has been nothing but one misery after another. My uncle started a fierce argument with me tonight because he had a bad day at work and after 2&1/2 years of dodging his fury I really was very tired of it tonight. It was quite hot and a bad time of the month to mess with me. He told me that the house I am living in is his and that my name is not on the deed so I have no power and why don't I grow up and get a job. Needless to say he beat me up for 20 18 years until I finally threatened to call the police when it stopped, my mother bought this house with his parents and they used his name when refinancing and he now turned into a psycho who thinks that he owns the house in it's entirety. Actually he may as well, because my mother lets him control her and every move she makes and he pays her like she's an animal from the farm to watch his kid for 9 sometimes 14 hours a day. They love his abuse but me quite frankly I am tired and very angry. The only problem is the angrier I get, the more pain I feel and my life is so miserable as it is. I cried like a baby because now maybe he will make it hard for me to see the little girl that I love so much his daughter. I love her so much and I feel so bad that she will have to suffer him being her father. She is 2 and a half and I watched him harrass her today. I sware to God I don't know what my life is and I really can't take this world anymore. I am so tired. So tired God. Why the FUCK does God hate me so much? What did I ever do to deserve this miserable piece of shit life? This world is nothing but a toilet with misery and bloodshed with few sparse moments of happiness that you have to work damn hard to make. If you don't fight like a devil to make happiness for yourself well then you get swallowed into the pitts of this shit box of a world. I really hate being here and I wish that God would just take me already. I know I'm bitter and must sound incredibly boring to anyone reading but consider this....at least your not as bad as me. I swear to good God I don't think it gets any worse than this. My life is the epitamy of hell. Fuck you God!
Diana
NYC, USA - Tuesday, July 09, 2002 at 02:23:46 (CDT)

I pray that Ms Phim will be happy and healthy and wealthy. Amen
Koh Say Woon < kohsaywoon@perrini.com kohsaywoon@perrini.com >
Singapore, Singapore - Tuesday, July 09, 2002 at 01:43:11 (CDT)

i pray that diana from nyc had a change of heart and new strength of mind on the 4th of july. are you still with us? my thoughts are with you.
lisa
tx USA - Tuesday, July 09, 2002 at 00:00:16 (CDT)

NAMO KUAN YIN PHOSAT, please bless the world with the loving kindness that u possess, open the hearts of the ignorant war hungry leaders of the world so that they may work towards peace, please make appirations to the world so that the unbelievers may believe in LOVE! teach all beings to love, may ur love be an example to all!
http://expage.com/sampuna2 sampuna < sampuna@yahoo.com sampuna@yahoo.com >
Malaysia - Monday, July 08, 2002 at 19:48:48 (CDT)

Blessed be to all beings, two-legged, four-legged, winged and otherwise...I come to pray tonight for help in liberation from the suffering I cause myself and others through the judging and blaming that I do all too frequently; liberation from holding onto past errors and angers and pain-I freely accept my responsibility for these things in order to let go of them; and in hopes of growing in open-heartedness, compassion and peace, and in becoming more able to give abundantly of myself to others. I ask help in forgiving myself for my short-comings so that I may more readily overlook the short-comings of other people. If I want to help create a more beautiful world, then I must begin with myself and my own actions, and my own treatment of others...Gracious Lady, I know what is right and good-help me to remember that good thoughts are not enough-it's always how we live our day-to-day lives that counts most...bless me that I might be a blessing to others, too. Please bless us all. So be it.
dara
USA - Sunday, July 07, 2002 at 22:32:40 (CDT)

Thanks for the explanation Dara�that�s cool�I am not opposed to other spiritual teachings. Behind the doctrines and dogmas that man has created to fit the teachings into his selfish and separated worldly existence is a liberating and unifying truth and like you said �one light.� Any problem on any level is a concern to all of us and I pray those that are suffering don�t carry the burden alone. Besides that I will join with you with offering your prayer�
Dennis
Germany - Sunday, July 07, 2002 at 14:13:09 (CDT)

I am thankful I can eat and sleep,and that no God will punish me.there are alot of starving people in the world, and many love God, and still go hungry,so I really don`t think salvation has to do anything with hunger or insomnia. What is salvation?Just so I wont go to hell? Perhaps salvation is: liberation from suffering, compassion, love, understanding, caring and giving unconditionally, a changed heart,perhaps that is what christs message was,perhaps that is what shakyamuni`s message was.I am thankful to the many teachers and what they have offered... forever mindful....
ma again < ma ma >
loves, you USA - Sunday, July 07, 2002 at 00:28:01 (CDT)

Just a quick word of explanation to grateful Dennis, who posted about his suffering being a blessing-I can agree with you on that score, brother-(suffering has been a blessed teacher to me, too)-I thought at one time this was strictly a Buddhist site-by way of explanation: there is a Buddhist entry to the site via Buddhism Depot, but, apparently entryways from sites devoted to other faiths as well...so this is a place where people with many different beliefs may come to voice their hopes and prayers and troubles. My prayer is that we all be blessed in whatever way is most meaningful and helpful to each...and that we learn to come here with open hearts and minds to hear one another. Let none of us judge or condemn one another, but instead, reach out to all beings with love, compassion, and in hopes of understanding, or at least acceptance...The Light we see in our various and sundry ways is One Light, and we all hope for pretty much the same things...we all experience this from our unique and individual points of reference. May we all set aside our fears of our differences and work together to bring a more peaceful, loving, and healing way of being to this beautiful world we call home. So mote it be.
dara
USA - Sunday, July 07, 2002 at 00:05:11 (CDT)

Sept,11th will be a day we will all remember and a sad one im so sorry for the lives it took and for the kids and wifes and husbands that r gone. let us join hands and pray too God that we will be ok and that bad things wont come r way.let us pray for new and brighter days with laughter and happyness and joy.God Bless America and New York
Diana < Prettygirl3@aol.com Prettygirl3@aol.com >
USA - Saturday, July 06, 2002 at 23:31:41 (CDT)

Troi Phat thuong tat ca chung con.
HH
USA - Saturday, July 06, 2002 at 13:00:17 (CDT)

Dearest Pastor Greetings in the name of Jesus Christ . Praise the Lord . we need Ministries Donor in Pakistan . we running International Eternal Life Ministries of Pakistan . we have 45 Pastors . who working with me as a self-support in Villages and Cities of Pakistan . Please Feel Free & Contact with me if you want to do work with me Thank you. God Bless you. Your Bro. Founder & Chairman International Eternal Life Ministries Of Pakistan Rev, Pastor Anwar Masih Fazal 76/5 Modern Colony Kotlakhpat Lahore/Pakistan
none Rev Pastor Anwar Masih < incelm2005@yahoo.com incelm2005@yahoo.com >
Lahore, Punjab/Pakistan Pakistan - Saturday, July 06, 2002 at 04:23:20 (CDT)

diana- please let me-us- hear from you again. please?
lisa
USA - Friday, July 05, 2002 at 23:34:46 (CDT)

I pray that somebody who is a taoist can help me with my thesis.I'm designing a taoist temple but I have little information about it.I hope someone can help me.Anyone?please email me asap.
Joyce Queddeng < quedds@yahoo.com quedds@yahoo.com >
rizal, PHILIPPINES - Friday, July 05, 2002 at 22:06:53 (CDT)

I pray that the Lord have Mercy on all the lost souls in the world and one day they will ask the dear Lord in their hearts.I truely pray for the lost. I pray for my friends and family that the Lord take their illnesses and weakness away. He lay conviction upon their hearts so bad that they can't eat or sleep or even have any peace of mind until they get saved. I pray that the lost in the world come to accept our Lord and savior Jesus Christ. I pray that the Lord keep my church in revival longer. I pray that the Lord help my financial burden and my job situation. I know when the time is right he will send me a job offer.I pray the Lord make me stronger and just help me be a light for the lost. I WANT TO THANK THE LORD FOR SAVING MY SOUL AND FOR GIVING ME MY FAMILY AND FRIEND'S IN CHRIST. I ask all of this in Jesus christ our Lord and Savior's name. Amen (Now thats a prayer)
vvlgomez < vvlgomez@aol.com vvlgomez@aol.com >
Enka, NC USA - Friday, July 05, 2002 at 21:53:17 (CDT)

I pray that the Lord have Mercy on all the lost souls in the world and one day they will ask the dear Lord in their hearts.I truely pray for the lost. I pray for my friends and family that the Lord take their illnesses and weakness away. He lay conviction upon their hearts so bad that they can't eat or sleep or even have any peace of mind until they get saved. I pray that the lost in the world come to accept our Lord and savior Jesus Christ. I pray that the Lord keep my church in revival longer. I pray that the Lord help my financial burden and my job situation. I know when thew times right he will send me a job offer. Amen
vvlgomez < vvlgomez@aol.com vvlgomez@aol.com >
Enka, NC USA - Friday, July 05, 2002 at 21:45:34 (CDT)

I pray that the Lord have Mercy on all the lost souls in the world and one day they will ask the dear Lord in their hearts. i truely pray for the lost. I pray for my friends and family that the Lord take their illnesses and weakness away. He lay conviction upon their hearts so bad that they can't eat or sleep or even have any peace of mind until they get saved. I pray that the lost in the world come to accept our Lord and savior Jesus Christ. I pray that the Lord keep my church in revival longer. I pray that the Lord help my financial burden and my job situation. I know when thew times right he will send me a job offer. Amen
vvlgomez < vlgomez@aol.com vlgomez@aol.com >
Enka, NC USA - Friday, July 05, 2002 at 21:44:29 (CDT)

As I was venturing through spiritual cyber space I came upon this site and I must say if it were not for an occasional term like the �Tao� or �Buddhism� or the few post I have read from centered beings I would not have known it was a Buddhist site. The post range from the �nobody understands my suffering� group to the arrogant �asking God, as viewed in many aspects, to do something,� group, as if God doesn�t watch CNN and is ignorant of suffering in our pathetic little lives. This surprises me especially on a site of Buddhism, which was founded on the search for the nature of suffering. Just so you won�t think I don�t understand suffering I am a recovering alcoholic that had over thirty arrest for drinking and violence, a couple divorces, several years of homelessness, police beatings, injuries, skid-rows, a few suicide attempts, and years of demoralization. I am so grateful for my suffering because that is what it took to get my attention. I found a spiritual way of life that I haven�t even dreamed was possible these past twenty years. And you know what, I have been homeless in sobriety, and I don�t have much materially, but I have received unearned and underserved gifts. I would not want to deny somebody their suffering because they too must need it to learn whatever it is they need to learn so they too can connect and serve the greater purpose for which they are destined. Embrace your suffering it is part of you. You suffer because you are special and are being called. Don�t seek escape�seek truth, and the truth shall set you free. Peace to all, Dennis
Dennis < gratefuldennis@hotmail.com gratefuldennis@hotmail.com >
Oberursel, Germany - Friday, July 05, 2002 at 16:10:53 (CDT)

Today my meditations are with those who have found themselves at such a low point in their lives they do not realize the only way to go is up. Life is a beautiful thing and while we cannot always forgive and forget, the best thing we can do is forgive; difficult as that may be.
www.nottl.org Amanda < ahend004@odu.edu ahend004@odu.edu >
USA - Friday, July 05, 2002 at 09:34:01 (CDT)

It's like you can't get enough of torturing me huh God? I don't care anymore. I'm going to kill myself.
Diana
NYC, USA - Thursday, July 04, 2002 at 22:17:30 (CDT)

May all beings be well, happy & peaceful! May all beings find time for their own relaxation & peaceful activities. May all beings take care of themselves happily! May rulers be righteous & full of metta! May the Earth be kind to us! May natural disasters & wars subside!By the grace of the virtues of all who were great & holy among man , may these aspirations come true!
http://expage.com/holypeace sampuna < sampuna@yahoo.com sampuna@yahoo.com >
Kota Samarahan, Sarawak Malaysia - Thursday, July 04, 2002 at 20:59:51 (CDT)

metta to all,in prayer, in thought, in action, in love, in life, may all find peace through the eyes of compassion.a quiet peaceful mind through all suffering and sickness,to take on the waves of the world with grace, the strength of mt.Sumaru.May we walk in peace.Love to all.......always suzanne
ma < mommasue62 mommasue62 >
12345678, 1234 USA - Wednesday, July 03, 2002 at 13:34:00 (CDT)

I PRAY FOR GUIDANCE FROM GOD AND THE SON,JESUS CHRIST TO GET PAST THE HORRIBLE SITUATION THAT MY STUPIDITY HAS PUT ME IN AND THAT MY FAITH AND HOPE WILL GROW STRONGER AS I WITNESS GODS LOVE.
JOSEPH MAUCERI < JMAUCERI@HOTMAIL.COM JMAUCERI@HOTMAIL.COM >
UNION CITY, NJ USA - Wednesday, July 03, 2002 at 10:17:57 (CDT)

I PRAY THAT GOD WILL FILL ME WITH FAITH ABD HOPE TO
JOSEPH MAUCERI < JMAUCERI@HOTMAIL.COM JMAUCERI@HOTMAIL.COM >
UNION CITY, NJ USA - Wednesday, July 03, 2002 at 10:15:14 (CDT)

hi, like to be friends
fieyza a.razak < fieyza_rock@yahoo fieyza_rock@yahoo >
uitm, kedah malaysia - Wednesday, July 03, 2002 at 04:32:43 (CDT)

hi, like to be friends
fieyza a.razak < fieyza_rock@yahoo fieyza_rock@yahoo >
uitm, kedah malaysia - Wednesday, July 03, 2002 at 04:30:19 (CDT)

Here here....Amanda!! I can't communicate my feelings on abused children. Even ones that are in so called.."good" homes are still at the mercy of suffering in so many forms. I can't seem to remove myself from it and view it as a sympathetic individual, it hits me as if it is my own child...every time I witness it. I don't have children ...probably in fear of doing what my family did to me but I so love them and my heart hurts for them all over the world. This place is so sad sometimes I don't know whether I would be better off dead or alive, really I swear. The nature of this place is just so damn depressing it's hard to get up anymore to take the beating every day. I'm sick of suffering. Please God make these people leave the house. These bloodsucking, evil, greedy pigs...make them go away already. Please God I can't take them anymore. I want them to go away or die..or for me to die and just end this all. I had a dream I was running and running and my baby cousin turned up at my side holding my hand running and she was so scared when I finally noticed her. I don't know if that's me or if it's her. I know that these animals that are bringing her up are so unfit to rear a dog even. They can't do anything remotely humane. God please be with me and my baby cousin, I love her so much.
Diana
NYC, USA - Wednesday, July 03, 2002 at 00:47:05 (CDT)

sending vibes of metta to all in this cyber world : may all beings within and outside this cyber community be ever well & happy. May the compassion and love of all beings fill this world and transform all negative vibes. May world peace in the cyber world as well as the physical world endure long!May the Middle Path reach all beings, amy all beings be Liberated!
http://expage.com/peacetaught sampuna
Malaysia - Tuesday, July 02, 2002 at 20:29:38 (CDT)

God Fuck buddha
Samatha Oh < r_u_cha_mo@hotmail.com r_u_cha_mo@hotmail.com >
Houston, NC USA - Tuesday, July 02, 2002 at 05:44:48 (CDT)

The Tao says follow nature and bring peace to do without is to gain I pray that I can meet my love soon and that I can follow the tao
Jessie < rebel307@dixie-net.com rebel307@dixie-net.com >
Corinth, Ms USA - Monday, July 01, 2002 at 22:08:29 (CDT)

though i do not believe in god, my thoughts and meditations are with the children of the world who know, or have known, abuse in any of its forms
www.nottl.org Amanda < ahend004@odu.edu ahend004@odu.edu >
USA - Monday, July 01, 2002 at 15:18:22 (CDT)

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